The heart of corruption. The red half represents Scamshi's purity and joyfulness, the energy that also brings happiness to herself and others. The black half represents her unwanted desires. The lust that takes over completely at any time, any place she may be.
To hold on to whatever remains of that purity becomes much difficult as time goes on as the darkness tries to take over. Sometimes, it doesn't but other times, it does. And when it does, she has no control. It is like... demons took over. And control her mind and body. They make her do things that she very likely can't remember. And when they let go, she passes out and wakes up hours after, not even knowing what happened during that time. But she knows, after it happened, she never felt good. It always felt gross and disgusting.
[This is awareness I do for first time of hypersexuality. I painted what I visioned in my head or remembered. It may be different for others, but I want some to know that going through it is difficult, and should not be glorified in any way.]















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