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I think that in this life, the best we can preserve is our inner peace.

For example, in an exam, if youre too nervous, youre more likely to get things wrong.

I think that calmness is also really fundamental when youre habing those Self-deprecating thought

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Dont take panicked actions, committing it isnt worth it, cause the "peace" you seek with death doesnt exists, because to not live is to not exist, and such being has no feelings. This is an illusion your mind has made.

(4 ppl with a toxic family)

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Its not worth suiciding, dont do it

Instead of complaining, lying, living your life the most comfortable way,why dont you start actually doing something about it?

Do things without energy, get up, TRY TO interact/talk w/ ppl.

Call the suicide hotline...

I can't do this, a friend got a no touch no contact order against us and now he's starting shit, bringing stuff up with my stalker and saying I was lying when I'm not MY FUCKING PAST FRIEND TLAKED TO MY STALKER AND BELIEVED HER!!!!

Im not a superhero that can magically save you out of this rabbit hole with your demons, i cant force you to stay im living with me in this world, i know

But you also have to start doing things, taking action. I dont make miracles happen.

My stupid uncontrollable emotions just fucked up my entire day cuz I 'looked' mad when some of the friends in my group talked to other people, when I wasn't mad, but now I am cause my bestie had to question me about it like it was a fucking problem