5 months ago

[EXPRESSION DRAWING]

Number: #1

Feeling: Despair

Want to: Avoid

Rate: -91826373829292/10 'Ó_Ò'


EXPLANATION

I wanted to express my feelings in a drawing, so, I did this. Basically, this is how I feel when I think about school, like works, suck professors, bad things that people around me did... I literally starts to pull my face in this way and think about a lot of random things, like, I instantly get sad.

At least, I have plans to change school, change to a better life. I have to get courage to go to mom and say that.

And now, I'm feeling that I don't want to go to that shit school anymore, my anxious problems didn't let me. But I have to go on Monday, 'cuz I have a group presentation to do. After that, I'll stop going to school for sure.


THOUGHTS

  • Why? Why they have to do this??

  • I don't want to stay here!!

  • I don't care about these shit!!

  • I don't mind with you!!

  • Please, someone save me!!

  • NO! I don't want this!!

  • I cant learn anything in that shit!!

  • Help me...

  • Don't, don't do with me...

  • Stop doing this...

  • Crying, crying 'cuz of yes...

  • Amor :3 Ao menos eu tenho o amor das pessoas que eu amo!!


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CREDITS

I got this idea by this post of @Katimux , she did a great job expressing her feelings on the last art. If u don't know her profile, go check it, she's awesome!!


NOTE

Stay safe y'all, be happy, and remember that your lives matter! I love all of you!! Ty for following my profile, I hope all of this get better, and y'all have a good life too! The best of all all of you, love esch one of you and my friends! Stay well my fellas!!



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