11 months ago

We Need to Talk


Hello, this is the guy behind the TV... I'm not going to mention my name, but you can call me "Trousle T" if you want. I'm writing to "vent" about my life and my plans for the future. But, before I go any further, I'd like to introduce the "guy behind the TV."

The Guy Behind the TV

Trousle T is my online alias. I am a simple guy who has gotten into a lot of trouble on this website in the past. But I've changed a lot since then. And it's all thanks to my boyfriends @Larl_Le_Cupcake , @clovredeer, Rev (who has since left the site), and Finn (who has also left the site), and Gama (who has also left the site). I wouldn't have changed as much as I have if it hadn't been for them.

What Type of Trouble...?

I was a streamer, shitposter, and deltarune/undertale game developer two years ago. However, as my following dwindled, I needed to find new strategies to grow... So I went down a long, dark road that I still regret to this day. This path was reporting on Drama on the site, which violated Gamejolt's Terms of Service. That, however, did not deter me. But after my third strike with Gamejolt's Mod Team, I ceased generating Drama News content on the platform.

You'd think I'd end here...? No! The followers were pouring in, and I hit a following mine with what I did. So I kept grinding until I received a timeout. Gamejolt then wrote me an email/gmail informing me that if I continued in this manner, I would be banned. I took this seriously and eventually closed Drama News.

However, one day, my partner Finn introduced me to someone named Larl, and we initially became friends until Finn remained inactive for a few months to take a mental vacation. This is when Larl and I started becoming close enough to want to date.

However, Larl was in a relationship with someone who had a grudge against me, so I moved away from Larl for a period until things between me and that person improved. Let's just say it didn't work out.

Larl sent me with screenshots of that individual emotionally assaulting him, which I have since lost, and I published a piece exposing this user... However, the individual I won't name sent his 5-6k followers to mass report me (basically weaponizing his following), and as a result, I was banned.

I was refused after sending a repeal to Gamejolt, and then I sent one again, and I was denied again. I had to use an alt to get Gamejolt to quit banning me.

If you're curious, this user has been exposed for even more heinous crimes... and left Gamejolt.

Wait This Guy is GAY and in a Poly relationship?!

So, to cut a long tale short... I was lonely after my big breakup with my ex, and Larl recognized that, so they asked (with the agreement of the others) if I could be in a relationship with them. Of course, they had to earn my confidence and affection first, but I eventually did. And, no, I am not gay; I am bisexual.

An Apology to All

I'd like to apologize to everyone for my bad conduct two years ago. I was a dark character on this site, but after almost a year of being banned, I'd like to show everyone that I'm ready to change. If you want to block me, that's fine; if you want to take this short and half-assed apology, that's also acceptable.

The Venting

Now that we've cleared that up, shall we begin the vent?

Family Issue

So my family is really divided on everything. This includes my stepfamily, my father's side of the family, and my mother's side of the family. This break happened when I was five years old, but I won't go into details because it's really severe. But I'll tell you about current events.

My father was arrested around May 28, 2023 (Not exact date), for failing to pay Child Support on my brother and myself. However, this should not have happened because he has had full custody of him since 2011, and there are several files from 2011 to the present that confirm that.

As a result of this, my stepmother moved out, I had to stay with a family friend, and my entire home was robbed. Most of our belongings are missing.

This is now proceeding to the next vent...

Money Issues

We lost our food stamps after my father was released from jail because he had to shut them off because... someone stole them. Because of this, money is scarce and is spent on low-cost foods such as Food City brand pizza (typically That's Smart Pizza), Ramen Noodles, Bread, and Bologna meat. This normally only lasts us 2-3 weeks because we eat it for lunch and dinner (or breakfast if we're very hungry).

As a result, I've been looking for a work that suits my skills, schedule, and pays a reasonable wage. But I can't seem to discover anything like that. My occupation is not flipping burgers; my time is dependent on education; after school, I work on projects on here; and wage at this moment is irrelevant to me because money is just paper that can be flexed... It can always go bad the more it is printed and the more of it you have.

Current Issue

My present problem I can't explain since I'm largely pleading the Fifth Amendment. But I will tell you that we are in danger of losing our home since our landlord is suing us for things that can easily be proven false by eyewitnesses from my entire apartment building.

Moving Forward

I'm thinking about starting a small project in which you may assist me with my present troubles, which are largely financial in nature... Isn't capitalism wonderful? Hehe... Jokes aside, it may be a Patreon (if I can) or a CashApp thing to help fund me.

How This'll Work?

I'm not sure... But I'm trying to get to the point where you can pay me to write a narrative in almost any genre for whatever money you can afford! This is beneficial to both you and me. It benefits me because I get money, and it benefits you since the price can be whatever you choose.

If I Were to Set Up Prices

It would mostly be like this...

  • 1 Dollar for a concept story of mostly any genre

  • 5 Dollars for a full story of any genre

  • 10 Dollars for a historical thing with the evidence I can find

  • 100 Dollars to write a whole book on anything

If you wish to help me (more), please visit my YouTube channel, where I will begin posting videos once I have my new Xbox... And they will be unedited in order to irritate you.



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