vent in comfort and help

sad
I miss the past and hate it too
so much good and bad it hold
I want to burn my memories
and forget my past
The people and actions just all of it gone
all that is left are the days of today
with that I mean more then a Day
I mean a time

I have pictures from yesterday and some day before that I gotta upload but forgot to do so... yesterday is on my pc while the other day is on my phone which is charging at the time so I can't upload sorry
I'm so low energy I'm so sorry
My sister's kids stole AGAIN from my room but this time they stole a lego figure I was gifted from my friend @MichaelMayonnaise . I gotten the figure back but the hat is missing and Idk how to clean it without ruining the color of it.
I Finished a drawing
yay
but I feel so empty inside
Welp my fingernails make me look like a lesbian now
if you know you know if not let me explain
I was working on a pretty GIANT post right now...
not it's all gone...
uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh IT WAS ALREADY HARD ENOUGH TO WORK ON IT
UGH
Oh I have a bad feeling about today
Something is going to happy today or the coming week that's going to make me feel Horrible I feel like and I'm already worrying so much about what it is I do not feel okay right now I feel like a rollercoaster

I CAN'T STOP CRYING
I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY I'M CRYING ANYMORE
THERE IS NO REASON TO CRY ANYMORE
AM I HAPPY CRYING? AM I SAD CRYING?
IDK!!!!!!!!